FB Exile.  Day 11.  Reading the Mark Anderson book 'We Are The Clash'.  So far it's really good.  It's looking at the end of the original line up and the era of Clash Mark II.   I hope to interview Anderson after I finish the book.  Should be fun.

Getting ready for Montana/Yellow Stone trip.

FB Exile:  Day 10.  Finished  King's  The Outsider last night.  Excellent read.   I wonder if being off of FB is making me a better reader.   Now I'm starting  'We Are The Clash' by Mark Anderson. He reached out to me after the Kosmo interview and told me about his book.  It's a revision or new look at the Clash after Jones and Headon were kicked out.  I think it's going to be a sympathetic take on that era without denying the problems.    I read the first chapter and like his writing style so far.

Ct NL once again didn't get a spot on wxna trainee roster.   I hope it doesn't trigger a depressive episode. 

FB Exile: Day 9. 

FB Exile:  Day 8.   Getting easier but I still miss it.   Hoping to be more productive at work and get more reading done.    Reading SK's new novel, the Outsider, and can't hardly put it down.  Dude can write.
Have to get LifeCare DBT proposal done today.    Also need to reach out to Sharla about DBT group.

FB Exile:  Day 5.   Fun wxna show today.  Messed up a couple of time but it was all vinyl and got more calls than usual.   A good show always make me feel better.

Had a scary dream this morning that I was being arrested for some terrible deed.  It stuck with me.

Good run,  ran 4 days in a row may take a break tomorrow.
Camille is turning 15 this Sunday. 15!  She's have a 'get together' with her friends tomorrow. 


http://www.wxnafm.org/shows/#/broadcasts/8031

FB Exile:  Day 4.   Realized that the 15000.00 Adam owes for Rhodes is only for the 1st semester.  For a bit I thought that was for the whole school year.  And 15000 is exactly how much is in his college savings so I was pretty happy until I realized we'll owe it again in January.   M says she can just write a check out of her acct.   Grateful, but also feeling a little small somehow.

2 clients were in crisis last night.   Neither says they were actually suicidal.   But I worry it's only a matter of time before a client does commit suicide. 

FB Exile: Day 3.   Found out Luis's mother passed away a few weeks ago after I directly asked him on FB messenger.  I'm allowing myself to use the messenger but am not posting or using FB generally.
Is it wrong to feel a little annoyed that he didn't tell me she had died when it actually happened?   Yes it is.   I have very fond memories of Mrs. Mendoza but Luis and I haven't really been close in decades.  Decades.   That's part of the problem with FB, creates the illusion of closeness.

FB Exile: Day 2.....I suppose this should get easier eventually, like getting off sugar.

I had a dream about an old friend last night and in the dream we ran into each other somewhere in Atlanta and the reunion was kind of sad and shallow.   FB may be a way of trying to hold on to these old mostly dead relations and prevents the cultivation of actual in the flesh relationships.  idk

Good work day, productive,  trying to get paperwork done more timely.  Sometimes I feel guilty helping addicts when I am already thinking about drinking a beer when I get home.

FB Exile:  Day 1.    I'm trying to not log in other than to add to Eighties/Schmeighties page.   So far so good.    I am addicted to FB, the likes, the responses the false sense of community.